The Uncaring bloodThe Uncaring bloodby: Sanguinex94Abandon me for a purposeless reason, unknown to everyone,including yourself.Here I am, watching the clouds fly by wondering where your mindhas taken you, why I am the one left out.I guess I wasn't what I was expected to be, Not as good asthose three boys who get your attention, get your love.Half an orphan must seem like a joke, I must be ridiculedby your high and mighty self, don't be so proud.Death will knock on my door someday, and I will have no cluewhy its my time. You've explained nothing to me, and my healthis at risk.Will you live on knowing my soul could have been spared. How I couldhave been saved if only I knew, If only I knew the history of health, ifonly my ghost had all of the answers.These chest pains are not sorrow, you are as meaningless to me as Iam to you. These chest pains are serious. They may have taken yourbrother's life, and now your niece.Can you live knowing that I have been left in the gutter, put outin the
ArabellaArabellaMy life began in the forest along with my greatest nightmare.Its the story of my horrid life I'm about to share.Parents who died because of my destiny.When the Devereaux's found me it was them lying next to me.Cold, and dead, no identity to be found.They adopt me and leave me without a sound.I watched her die that night in cold blood.I nearly died myself in the emotional flood.But my Saviour arrived, he saved my day.He is my best friend and love in a way.Then he dies, the man who raised me.The tears I cried blocked my vision to see.My heart became bitter with everyday.I knew the culprit, he was going to pay.I fought for life, I fought for honor, I fought for pain.I fought so many times but I did it in Vain.This is the story of my tragic life, this is the storyof the Devereaux leader, hero of war.
I'm aliveI'm AliveI broke the seal, now I completely understand.These bridges burned so quickly, Nothing could I save.Don't push me now I won't give into your demand.Now its time for darkness don't expect me to behave.Yeah, The blood runs from my wrists so heavily, I can feel.I know I'm alive now the pain is clear to me.This pain is the only thing that could make me feel real.Now I hope your pleased with what you see.Shattered glass from the eyes staring back.I need to love me, I need to feel beautiful, But how can I?Out of everything I need there's too much my world will lack.Everything comes out with a deep sigh.I'm so used to being ignored by now its just a normal feeling.Yeah, My blood burns through these acid tears.These wounds will last forever, Nothing can be healing.It awakes my beautiful dreams and fears.Yes, I feel this insanity.Yes, I hate my vanity.Yes, This is what you do to me.Yes...I do this to me...for me...I'm alive